Hello, dearest.
Just come home from falafel, volunteering, and badminton practice/team picture. Must do homework. Must complete Journalism Editor-in-Chief application!
-bites nails to the quick-
-gnaws on Sarasa (the disease-sounding name!) pen-
God, I hope I'm EIC next year. I must be. I want to be. Surely, I have a good chance, at least? Everyone else assumes I will be, and asks, "Who do you want to be your partner?"
I hope their assuming does not jinx it. Good grief.
My reasons sound so lame and unworthy. I feel like I should be pouring out these incredible heartfelt and passionate words of beauty so deep and moving and convincing that they shall fall to their knees and weep, crying, "Yes, Annie Jung is The One."
Or at least, one of The Ones.
-distress-
-nervous-
-anxious-
-slight glimmer of hope-
-dares not assume-
Aye.
Anyhoot, I agree on the naming the piano thing. A little...queer. Like boys naming their best friend Excalibur. No. Non. No. Non.
The satirical essay was quite disturbing. My initial response was, "Oh my God. This is the next Hitler type here! Human supremacist!" And then I realized (I hope!) that it was being satirical. Although I strongly disagree with it being a nine. Non. I gave it a six/seven.
Ah, yes, Gatsby. He is quite handsome. Those close-ups of him...so dreamy!
I initially found Daisy to be not that attractive. But now...she looks quite pretty.
But Mertyl was always strange-looking. Eh. She looked quite frightening in that scene where she was rolling her eyes back and had them all narrow and was whispering intensely, "...like a cold fish was swimming in my veins" or some other rot.
Tom just looks cruel and like someone with an explosive temper.
Our next home games are Thursday and Friday! Bring your camera! Take some nice pictures. I'm doing the badminton spread for Yearbook.
Whoever did it last year was a lazyass ignoramus who came in one day, was not put off by the fact that it was just a practice, and used pictures of us basically in our practice outfits getting water and stuff. Most displeasing! We shall have a beautiful spread this time. Harumph!
As for piano stuff. I have not gotten the chance to practice today. I may not have any time tonight. I shall try to sneak down and get at least ten paltry minutes' worth later, though. Fah.
Want to iron out Clair de Lune. Figure out some more of Replay and Wonderful Tonight. Play Bedrock's intro because it's fun. Review Rondo Alla Turca. Take another run-through of Rhapsody.
Oh, I wish I had enjoyed piano much earlier. For many years it was just a chore, a silly obligation I resented, that thing called practicing piano. Now, I can't find enough time to do it! And I want to! Blarghas;ldkfjasl;dkfj!!!
To think of how much I would have advanced if I had done more than just practice on the day of my lesson for a few minutes, before fooling around and just playing easy scales to fill the requisite practice time my mom demanded. When she left the room, I would set the timer forward so I'd have to practice for less time.
Good grief!
So young! So foolish! So lazy! So ungrateful!
Youth is wasted on the young.